From the research I've done you are not paranoid but your memory and the anxiety you feel about forgetting to do those important tasks in your life. As a person with Epilepsy your behaviors are normal.
Take care.

I have to mark everything on a calendar anymore because of the same thing, we come too half the time not knowing where we are clouded and paranoid, and more times then not clueless of our surroundings. So my best advice is to make sure you mark everything down... Hope this helps

Perhaps mark on a calendar when the bills are due, and then tick as soon as you've paid them. Then, after a seizure you can easily see which have been paid and which have not. i'm sorry if this seems like an obvious answer, i'm not sure what your current technique is. This is how i have to do all my important things as my memory is awful!

Not really I'm more forgetful where it takes about a week to get things back to normal for me my wife really stays on top of things for me otherwise I'd be lost😁

Sometimes I feel watched & need to find safety & sneak away & wake up somewhere else 🫣